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Published Guided Shamanic Journeys
Raising our Collective Vibration
You will find here some journeys from my upcoming book: "Transmuting Darkness". I decide to publish a few of them ahead of my next publication, as they are critical in these times, and they could be helpful for you, the same way they have been for me.
The previous journeys can be discovered in my last book: "A message to Humanity from Nature & Beyond"
How to I conduct
Guided Shamanic Journeys?
"GSJ" or "Guided Shamanic Journey" is a method I have developed to facilitate journeying into other planes under my guidance, accessing altered states of consciousness in a semi hypnotic state.
The journey is happening between the traveler, the space holder and the guides who are interacting with us within that journey.
A book has been published explaining more extensively about the method. Many journeys have been published, sharing messages from spirits of Nature and diverse Light beings. For more infos, and some extracts of my previous book, refer to: "Message to Humanity from Nature & Beyond."
Last published Journeys
About Brain fog, and how our mental body can be sometimes inflitrated by etheric implants we are not aware of.
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After the events of October 7th, 2024 in the Middle East.
Insight on what's happening in the etheric planes. And important keys to go through these challenging times.
Transmuting Darkness II_ The Art of Surrendering
News from the etheric planes
Transmuting Darkness III_ Surrendering to the Divine Light VS Surrendering our Divine Light
How we surrender our power to Darkness and how to take it back
Collective Healing: The dynamic of Violence & How to find Peace: Maria's Journey
This is a download from a spirit guide explaining the dynamic of violence, what are the abuser and abused looking for, how to transit from cycles of Violence to Peace, how to transcend difficult experiences...
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Embodying the Light...Or not? ....Finding the Mother
This Healing session happened right after Maria's Journey, and came as a complement of answer.
Both travelers don't know each others, and haven't read each other's journey yet at the point of publication. But as divinely orchestrated, both sessions were on the same theme and bring different elements of information.
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All these publications are copyrighted, no reproduction allowed without permission.
Complete Presence Required
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Amber, September 27th, 2023
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We are operating this journey, following the GSJ method I have developed to explore etheric and spiritual planes under the supervision of an operator, in order to perform Light work directly from there or bring back some information. Amber has been trained intensively in accessing altered states of consciousness using this method and without the intake of any substance; she already knows how to navigate these realms.
Here is an extract of these journeys that feel relevant to share today and that will be published integrally in the next book.
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Amber is complaining of a heavy persistent brain fog since a procedure since went through recently.
We decide to explore where it's coming from on an etheric level. I am directing her to journey into her mental body. The part I'm publishing, is where we arrived after some investigations in her etheric field.
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A: There is an infiltration in my mental body.
It feels like, it smashed my head super hard.
Something like a big xerox machine attached to the back of my head.
S: How does it affect you?
A: It's taking all the information out of my brain.
There is a sort of tube down my spine and out;
it's robbing information and my ability to connect to God from my Crown.
I can see an energy running it.
S: Get closer to the program of this machine.
Have a look at it.
A: It's very computer oriented.
S: What’s the goal?
A: It's blocking the information that come in from above.
It wants to take all the information I have that goes back to the beginning on time.
It's trying to take that...
pulling it down along my spine
It feels like it's this f. AI
S: Look around you on the planet,
how much it's implemented on other people.
A: It looks like a newer thing...
Hard to get an account on how many people are concerned by it, because it’s hooking on new people constantly.
There are very few people it’s not happening to,
you can see a few beams of light here and there;
the majority of the people are affected.
S: Get closer to them.
A: They're huge.
S: Get to the back of their head and see what's different in the people that have the implant and those who don't have it.
A: The people who have the beam of Light; their energy field is so expensive.
I feel my 6th and 7th chakras are so blocked that I can't get any information.
S: Have a look at the people who have the implant in the back of their head.
Where is the hook?
What allows this thing to attach to them?
A: I feel an energy in the back of the head.
I can see this little f.
It feels like a deviant being; it's bigger than insect, but still small.
S: Go back in the time line, just before it got hooked on you.
A: It happened during the anaesthesia, during my last surgery.
We go back before anesthesia, create protection and take care of the hook.
She is clear, now,
but a lot of people are concerned by this hook...
We’re initiating a clearing, on her first, then on the collective.
Then, I ask her to have a look on the progression of the restoration of collective energy.
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A: It’s happening.
beams of light are restored...
Beside some regions in Africa.
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S: Why? What's happening there?
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A: I feel so nauseous,
So much pain in Africa.
People's beam can’t be restored, because of the high degree of devastation.
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S: Where is this devastation coming from?
A: Some of the medical experiment of them that started in late 90 and has been going through.
In these areas, they are already beyond devastated, they've been driven down and locked under a sort of shell.
I feel so sick, I want to vomit.
I saw crack of light when we asked for help from the Universe.
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We are asking if there is there anything we can do to retrieve these souls that have been stolen.
A: It's so devastating
the sadness is big.
this layer is like a very hard shell, hard to crack.
S: How did they proceed exactly to get that result? And what's the goal of the entities that did it?
A: They locked them up through injections, but not only.
They want to restrain freedom and prevent consciousness expansion.
They will do it in other places.
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S: What should we be aware of to prevent the hook from coming back?
A: It comes both through medicine and technology.
S: How technology?
A: People’s fields are weak, any device can infiltrate them.
when people are getting in trance, hypnotised, anything can intrude their field easily.
The electro-magnetic radiation helps cracking people's protective shell and weakens everything inside of it.
Programs are always ready to go.
As soon as people are absent enough, vacant; checked out enough, it just goes through and implement.
Kids are the easiest when they are watching screens, but now adults are equally affected.
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What came up through this journey is the importance of remaining aware and sovereign beings in control of our field. Looking for constant distraction is a practice that facilitate the implementation of all kind of programs that are not serving us. It is so easy to fall into semi-hypnotic state. Frequent scrolling on social medias is one very easy way to attain that state and get infiltration.
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I became aware of the importance of this information after a few persons have been led to journey with me, receiving similar information and images during the same week.
I guess it means that it is an important information to be aware of today.
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Transmuting Darkness
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Amber, October 13th, 2023
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I am directing Amber to journey above the conflict zone in the middle East after the recent outburst of violence in Israel. We are asking to have a vision from above to understand how to apprehend such degree of violence, and how to maintain a high frequency in these challenging times.
S: Go above Israel and see what we are dealing with, on a etheric plane.
A: I see red flames,
the whole country is covered with red flames.
It feels like demonic;
I sense a very strong evil presence.
S: Look for the anchor, where is it rooted?
A: I see a thin line of red that goes down; and tucks back into the globe.
It’s anchored in Africa; not on the same dimension, but still on the planet.
S: Zoom into the anchor to have a closer look at this presence.
A: There is a pit.
A huge pit inside the earth, on top of a volcano
this energy was sent from that place.
This pit was caused by something that dropped in there.
It’s rooted under the layer of the earth crust.
There is something down there.
There is so much red; I feel the highest degree of violence.
It wants blood all over.
S: Why does it choose to target to Israel?
A: It wants to kill whatever is close to God.
It’s really weird;
There is a connection with our last journey in Africa .
There's so much devastation in people there, it's tucked under this;
somehow it could find an anchor there.
It feels very focused on Israel, and this area in Africa,
but this is just a first step.
S: Get more details about the nature of this energy.
A: This is from somewhere else, from a different realm.
It’s pure violent darkness, really scary energy.
We don't have anything as inflammatory and volatile as this thing, on Earth.
It can spread faster than anything we have.
S: Follow the link from that entity, to the place where it was sent from.
A: It’s not clear if it's a planet, it feels like it’s coming from very far.
It’s the same very red color there.
This thing wants to annihilate Light on the planet.
It feels like the only way that it can happen is to destroy people’s connection with the Divine.
This is not the type of entity that wants to steal human energy, as we could encounter in some other journeys.
This thing wants to destroy God, by destroying Humanity.
It’s a war against God. It really doesn’t care about people.
It attacks especially where the connection with the Divine is high.
Israel is just one important portal to take down so it can reach its goal.
It landed in Africa, because there is a pit of devastation there[1].
It's easy for it to anchor in this devastation,
because this place has been brought down to very low frequency level.
S: Does it have ambassadors incarnated of Earth?
A: Maybe some have contributed to lower the collective vibration and allowed it to anchor,
but they are not directly related to it.
This is not a normal fire, this is pure red fire; it has a different nature.
It doesn’t take time to burn, it's stronger than a bomb…
It doesn't need air, but it’s affected by water.
Even talking about it, there are some sort of pouring water coming in.
This is coming from the heavens;
These are not regular waters…
It’s beautiful, very soothing.
These are ethereal waters
The Divine understands the calibre of the threat that’s happening
Everybody in the upper worlds is bailing this.
They’re trying to pour the water on Israel,
but it’s not happening on the physical plane yet.
Every single entity in Divinity needs to be called upon.
They’re already doing it.
S: What can be done to reinforce “the ethereal iron dome” and calm down the fire?
A: This water will finish it.
These are not regular water, these are "the waters from above"
spiritual water that can face this fire***
We are doing some Light work, and the pouring of water is activated.
I ask her to assess the situation on the fire now.
A: When I look Africa and the whole, and that thing that was under there,
it's not gone yet.
I feel like this being can shift and grow.
It takes a brown long stringy very demonic looking
the rock that landed on the pit prevents the ethereal water to enter.
It already has left the whole, standing next to the pit
In Israel, the flame are out,
but something else needs to go over there is residue of horror and trauma
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We reactivate the Light Work
I see the restoration process...
I see all these diamond glowing on the Earth,
When I see Israel,
It looks like a holy shrine,
the whole thing is a shrine of Light.
I see we have to give so much thanks for the Divine Light
I feel an overwhelming sense of gratitude,
Gratitude is what sustains the Light, to keep shining.
S: How can we expect from people to hold Gratitude, even after they have seen so much horror?
A: Not everybody has to do this; but Humanity is called to do it, to hold this for Healing.
Gratitude for Divinity and all the powers that come from there.
Gratitude for the Light;
this acknowledgment that nothing is higher.
There is an incredible security and safety in that,
but the power of the Light has to be acknowledged in order to really be holding it, and so it can expand.
The more we witness Divinity, and the more space we give it, the more present it can be on Earth
I see total surrendering to this Gratitude no matter what,
Surrendering to Grace
There is a humility in that surrendering
really acknowledging Divinity.
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The more Divinity is held in Gratitude,
the more I see Divinity dropping Light,
anchoring light, Heaven on Earth, and we are downloading Divine Light on earth, and it keeps dropping.
Gratitude grounds the Light.
Gratitude for the Divine Light is the vibration that attracts it
and prevents demonic attack to get stronger.
Many timelines are shifting breaking into fragments, it creates chaos,
but higher dimensions are coming into consciousness and people are becoming aware of it.
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I see 6th and 7th Dimension coming in;
people have no idea how to interact with these different awareness.
And it feels bumpy now, but the power of the Light is able to transmute anything.
We have to hold Humility, that we don't really know what the big picture is
The only way to ascend is surrendering into Gratitude for the Divine.
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[1] We have seen why in a different journey; it will be shared in the next book.
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Transmuting Darkness II
The Art of Surrendering
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Amber, October 20th, 2023
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The following week, we go again to follow the progression
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S: Go above Israel from the upper world and have a look on what’s happening
A: The angels are grabbing my hands,
I feel an overwhelming sense of sadness.
There is some sort of shell…
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There is a creature above it, we distinguish the skeleton.
It looks like a demon, black…
It looks like it’s trying to build a tomb over Israel.
It’s death.
She starts crying
It’s trying to build a massive tomb and kill everyone.
Its starting point is the northern part of Gaza; the intention is to build over the whole country.
The level of sadness is unbearable…
There is a huge amount of sadness.
This tomb is a concrete tomb; it wants to take the whole thing, people, animals, plants…
It wants to leave everything lifeless, completely suffocating to the end, any possibility of regrowth.
This creature keeps growing with the cement…
S: What feeds it?
A: It feeds on killing life; it grows from suffocation, from cutting the air.
I don’t even know, how to describe where it comes from.
It’s in an upper realm, but a different dimension than Divinity.
It does something with the atmosphere; I’m trying to figure out what.
There is that weird bulb in the atmosphere.
S: Go back on this timeline and see where it starts.
A: It feels like this place was made before the Earth.
I’m seeing a huge whitish space…
No air.
No ressources at all…
It is like nothingness…Lifeless, airless.
When I look at it, my lungs start hurting.
It wants no air, anywhere, no life.
S: Why does it care if there is life somewhere else?
A: It’s as if, it can’t live if life exists.
Israel is just a starting point, it wants to spread.
It wants to suffocate the earth.
S: See how this creature has influenced the planet before.
M: It has been present for a long time.
I see it went into a Pharaoh's body.
It comes in certain sand storms.
It feels like, almost trying to make a shell for the Earth to trap it and suffocate it.
That's been happening for a very long time..
S: What is required from us, to transmute this creature?
A: Now it shifted into a different shape, transformed into a round thing.
It’s trying to move away, now he sees we are trying to transmute it.
This puts a lot of pressure on my lungs.
We start activating the Light as we were instructed in the previous journey
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A: All the Light becomes a big body lying on its back opening and growing surrounding the planet.
The Divine is coating the entire Earth in light and it’s going around.
For some reason, this creature can’t survive with the Light;
it can’t handle the habitat, too much air and Light created. It can’t deal with it.
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But What I see is now, is different than what I have seen last time; about Gratitude calling the heaven waters.
Now it’s a profound surrender.
a total openness that allows heart expansion.
It feels like the most humble open surrendered state...
And then, the heart is opening and able to receive the Light coming in from this.
We are preventing the Light from expanding when we’re not surrendering to the Divine Light.
S: Is it, that we are creating a resistance?
A: We’re suffocating ourselves.
It feels like it hits us and suffocates our life force, we’re only a fragment of a Human without it.
The light cannot come through as strongly; it stops spreading at the same speed, it’s kind of stuck…
When we surrender, there is a full release and dropping into the Light.
It feels like our body is becoming more angelic too.
We get more chances to be more Light, than we have ever been...
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When we surrender to Divine Light, the Light is creating a shell as well;
a shell of Light...
There is an absolute stillness about it.
With the surrender it’s an unbelievable feeling!
I feel I have a golden heart...
And Infinity of Love.
My lungs feel huge, my heart feels huge!
I can breathe!
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How beautiful!
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She's crying.
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S: Any other message?
A: We have to imagine this Light embracing the planet.
That is the anchor.
Embracing the entire Earth with Light... Then, nothing can interfere.
Feedback after coming back from the journey:
A: It‘s interesting that this journey happened through me, cause I'm such a fighter,
And surrendering is not a natural skill for me, as you know:)
But I have been led to that place, where there was no way out beside surrendering!
It's such a beautiful experience!
It’s mind blowing, how much Light actually exist!
I’m feeling all these particles of Love, my heart is exploding!
I feel connected directly to Divinity!
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She's laughing now:)
Thanks God!:)
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Even though, there is so much Light available on the planet, and Light is so powerful and can transmute anything, because of the law of free will, this transmutation can only happen through Human beings, when we choose to host and embody the Light within our heart and acknowledge its power.
This is how we activate its transmutation power!
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Transmuting Darkness III
Surrendering to the Light Vs Surrendering our Light
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Amber, April 22nd, 2024
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Journey into etheric planes, the day before Passover 2024
We’re setting an intention; Asking how to use the cosmic energy of Passover to free Humanity from cages and mental constraints and dismantle them. I’m asking Amber to explore on the ethereal planes he mechanisms of the energetic chains that keep humans prisoners and how to open them up.
A: I see this being that has arms wrapped around the entire planet with a chain.
S: What sensation does this chain give you?
A: Bad, it’s trying to struggle the Earth.
It’s going over the whole Earth.
It doesn’t affect all people the same way though…
S: Tune into its intention.
A: It’s able to control some people almost at 70%. It’s mainly trying to control people working with the Light.
I see metallic cords going down through people below the surface of the Earth. For a lot of people, their cords are enter twinned beneath the surface of the Earth. Something is being done with the metal of the chains.
When the cords leaves the earth plane it transfers into a different structure. I see it almost as a toxin in people’s body. It’s a degree of poisoning, a sort of metal toxicity. It’s weaving itself into the fabric of people. It tries entering the body weaving into the cells.
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I feel sick to my stomach, this being feels psychotic.
It looks like it’s sending weird light signals of energy. It looks like energy transfer… They’re using the Light as a currency they are stocking for a purpose.
S: What is their purpose? What do they do with this Light?
A: As it exit earth, I see a start of a Light dome… It’s not really a dome yet, it’s the beginning of it. This weird dome is taking the Light out of this people… This is pulling actual Light. It takes the Light through these sort of metallic cables…
I’m trying to see where it’s going…
It looks like it’s being brought into a different galaxy, it shoots the Light very far…
S: What do they do with this dome and Light?
A: It’s using the Light to power another thing. It’s building a demonic underworld structure, that can control things from far away.
It’s not fully made at the moment, not established. This is trying to be created…
S: What allow them to steal this energy?
Look for the hook that allow them to pull the Light out.
A: It’s coming through A.I…
It’s inserting what looks like metallic cables on the ethnic planes, it’s also working with all the metal within the people…
S: Is the metal we wear on us, such as jewellery impacting?
A: No, it’s all internal. It’s about the metal we’re ingesting or get inoculated with.
S: Is that the only hook?
A: No, that helps though.
The technicality is complex because it changes material and structure through the whole line. When I look at one person, I see all the metal helps magnetize this AI cable going under their feet.
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I’m looking for other hooks…
It actually works through tremendous amounts of sadness, it’s horrible.
I see this being looking down sad; this is how it attaches. It’s the first main hook actually, the metal is only here to transfer and pull. When it comes out, only Light is extracted, all the rest, including the metal is left behind.
This Light that is being extracted is sending signals very far.
S: How does Sadness allows this extraction of Light?
A: Because it’s the opposite of Surrendering.
It’s one thing to surrender your being to God, but, so much sadness is a state of giving up, it’s more a level of despair really which is disempowerment. Surrendering to God is looking up. Despair is looking down, it’s surrendering our will and consciousness to hopelessness and with this comes destruction, annihilation… When someone almost wants to die out of despair. It’s so sad.
Instead of surrendering to the Light, we’re surrendering the Light we’re holding within us. It’s the opposite to Sovereignty. It is in that moment of despair, that moment of disempowerment, that the hook is engaged.
S: Is sadness itself, the hook?
A: Sad situations are part of the contrast of this world. Surrendering your being to the Light is asking for help. There is a choice between surrendering to the Divine while feeling the pain, or surrendering the will and consciousness and disempowering the self.
I never knew that calibre of difference being so clear.
S: How to remove that hook now, to dismantle this installation?
A: I see the reversal of pulling back the Light.
When I look the calibre of the Light and call it back, the cages, cords and strings all disintegrate in one instant. This metal and structure can’t hold back when we pull back the light, all their structure disintegrate instantly.
S: What’s the most effective way to do that?
A: It feels it’s important to ask for forgiveness for abandoning the most precious thing in existence: God’s Light. A Light we have the privilege of holding.
I feel it is important to acknowledge that, in these moments of despair and giving up, we didn’t know what we were calling in. We didn’t know we were surrendering our will to the forces of Darkness. We surrendered our own light, not knowing what we were doing. Despair pushes us to invite destruction in. In these moments we should surrender to the Light, not release the Light.
S: Maybe it’s because we feel God has abandoned us. So if everything is lost, than being destroyed and finished is the only way out, and we’re calling for the game to be over. How to blame anyone feeling that, in terrible moments?
How to overcome this sensation of disempowerment?
A: We have to be aware that this sensation of wanting out creates a huge amount of Darkness. Some of these moments are meant to give us the opportunity to go into complete surrendering, complete humility and call in for more Light.
S: How do you do that, when you’re witnessing horrors beings done to the people you love?
A: That is the greatest moment of Freedom.
That is the greatest moment of free will.
All it takes, is to find within you one tiny little molecule to ask for more Light, and if you’re not there, you just try to hold.
This feels like the real moment of free will.
S: It’s very nice and beautiful, but how not to feel turned off in these moments, when you call for Light and only destruction comes?
A: You just keep calling. As the world seems to fall apart, whatever energy we call in at the moment, is a power. At this moment, we still have a power and a choice: It is where we‘re choosing our energy to be directed. With that energy, we still have the ability to create with the master of the Universe, or the other way, to create with Darkness by surrendering our Light.
S: How do we remove that hook now?
A: The first piece of removing the hook is asking for forgiveness for surrendering our Light. As we do that, I’m seeing all this Light coming through people’s body, and the feet; the hook goes away, it dissolves, the Light is so much more powerful, there is no need to work harder than that.
It feels like this calibre of Freedom that comes from it, is by taking full responsibility for our being, for what we do with our Light, for what we can can create, that is what grants complete Freedom.
…It feels like a monumental lesson…
S: It is…
I have the sensation that despair can be experienced as a tremendous amount of sadness or a tremendous amount of anger, but both have the same potential of destruction and are equally critical moments of surrendering to one side or the other. These moments are equally critical.
A: I just had a flash back when I was in a big moment of despair I was really sick in hospital. When I look at that now, and bring forgiveness to that, I see the Light that comes in, I feel it is healing my body.
S: It’s incredible! It’s like in these moments of despair, we prevent the Light to come in and do its job.
A: Becoming aware of it is allowing these places to getting filled with Light even retroactively. It’s almost like replacing the wounds with Light. It feels really beautiful.
S: If it’s like that, let’s let go of all the despair now, for us and the collective.
I'm calling the despair of all times of intense suffering Humanity went through. Let’s hold all that despair, let’s warp it up and let’s call in, the consciousness of the people who generated that despair, let’s ask them to watch where that despair went, if if they’re choosing to call it back.
We are now choosing to represent Humanity, asking for forgiveness for letting go of this Light and calling it back now. We are now calling back our power to create and reestablish Harmony with this divine Light in alignment with the Divine plan for the planet and Humanity.
Performing Light work and collective energetic clearing
A: This feels like the most freeing thing we could ever done for the collective.
In that moment of free will, we can choose to despair or surrender to Divine Light and ask for help. In that asking for help, even when it looks like it doesn’t come, the more we call for it, the more Divine Light we embody, and the more we anchor that Light, deeper and deeper on the earth plane.
By doing so, we keep creating a bigger pathway to Divine Light, instead of creating a bigger pathway to Darkness.
It’s never felt so clear. Our ability to create with the Divine has never felt so clear to me.
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Feedback after coming back from the Journey:
A:This journey felt very holly.
I remember I had a teacher who used to tell me that Grace is the definition of the immediate, bringing Light to wound immediately, to seek light to the wound immediately before despair comes in, so we come to our pain opening to Light, exposing our wound to the Light, not to despair. Despair is really destruction.
During these extreme moments, what matters is not feeding more the Darkness, by surrendering our Light to it. If we don’t feed the evil, it won’t grow, right?
S: There is a moment where it got fed so much, that we can almost loose control over it. Because we are on a collective journey, if the collective decides to feed it by generating low frequency emotions or by giving their power away, then it grows, and all individuals somehow, in a certain measure, pay for it.
But it’s beautiful to understand that no matter what the collective goes through, there is always one thing we can have control over when it happens, is what to do with the part of Light we’re still holding.
I feel this is why forgiveness and healing from past traumas is so important. Because revanche, resentment, sadness and anger are stealing away the part of Light that should have never been touched, that was never accessed at the moment of the impact, but gets accessed by contamination and this until further and further generations. We have to be aware of the preciousness of this Light we are made depository of, and keep it very dearly.
Healing allows this.
Collective Healing:Towards Peace
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Maria D., March 14th, 2024
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The parts in italic are notes from me.
Maria speaks Spanish, and this journey will be conducted in basic english and french.
For authenticity purposes, I preserve the simplicity of the language used by Maria, and I am adding some italic notes to complete what I understand that is not specified.
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Maria is an international Human Rights Lawyer, very involved in causes as addressing violence against women in times of wars and in zones of conflict. She has has been traveling the world meeting different communities and minorities, doing research in that area. She comes today, as she is ready to step into a higher dimension of this work; one that would be more aligned with her higher purpose and Divine Justice VS Human justice.
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M: I’m in a cave
I see a tiger
He’s taking me to a Temple…
Very high doors and ceiling
It’s empty
The tiger is taking me to a different place now.
There’s a fire at the center of a water fountain
Around us, it’s very green
We’re standing next to this fountain and fire
He’s quiet
Really in peace
He doesn’t wait for nothing
…We just enjoy each other’s presence
S: Tiger, what do you want Maria to understand?
M: Creativity comes from living in the present
If there is no trust, information doesn’t come through.
I feel everything is moving around me...
A strange sensation.
Reality around me move towards the left side
As if life wanted to come towards me
But my lack of trust doesn’t allow it.
S: Tiger, Where does this lack of trust comes from?
M: The fear of not succeeding.
S: Tiger, please show Maria, where this fear is coming from?
M: I see myself when I was a child, but I don’t understand…
I’m in my room, when I was living with my mom
I do my homework, but…
I feel my head turns to the right
Like if I was hit on the left side
S: In this time line, go to the time you’re hit
Rise above yourself and watch.
M: I’m doing something in the kitchen
I’m a woman
I have the hands of a worker…
My head is covered with a linen, earthy color.
I wear workers clothes
I have a white skirt,
And below a brown skirt
An apron
The kitchen is in marble.
I’m working in this kitchen.
S: Is it a modern kitchen?
M: No, ancient.
There is no electricity.
there is a fire.
…
Someone hit me by surprise
S: Rise above and watch
M: I’m cleaning something in the water
A man comes in and hit me.
It’s someone I know...
My neck is damaged
My head turns to the right now
I'm on the floor, but still conscious.
My eyes are open, my face on the ground.
S: Look at this man
What does he look like?
M: Short hair, round face…
Tall, nose big, eyes are tired, big ears, big hands…
S: Ask him: "Why are u hitting me?"
M: He’s angry.
S: Why?
M: "Because you’re not mine", he says.
…
I’m still young and innocent
S: Go backward in this timeline and see what happened before that event.
M: It’s someone I often see…
He wants me, I don’t.
S: Do you have parents?
M: I’m working at someone’s place
My parents are not near by…
I don’t sense their presence…
The man is abusing me.
I resist him.
…
I die alone
No one can help me
I stay long on the floor, alone
Very sad.
S: What’s your name?
M: Charlotte, perhaps... This name comes up...
S: Go back in the same timeline,
just before this incarnation as this girl working in the kitchen.
You’re about to be sent on earth, some of your guides are near by,
ready to give you instructions.
Get in touch with the guides who are near you.
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M: Yes, I'm there...
S: Ask them: “In one word, what is my life lesson for this life time, as that girl in the kitchen?”
M:Justice
Balance…
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S: What does it mean for you?
M: It is as if we were to feel the abuse.
We need to feel everything...
When I feel the abuse, I can feel the respect
When I feel sadness, I can feel joy
You need to live it
To feel the anger
But also somehow the compassion…
I can see the sadness of that man too…
…
I know he’s not going to find what he’s looking for, in me…
Behind violence what’s Humanity is desperately looking for
Is a deep sense of belonging…
An energy we can’t find within ourselves
A motherly energy.
S: Do u mean an energy of unconditional motherly love?
M: It’s a sensation of Peace
That I can’t tap into…
That’s why I’m lacking trust...
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I understood later, she refers to the Feminine/Mother aspect of Divinity
With all of the abuse, and even if he would have gotten what he wants from me,
he still not gonna find what he’s actually looking for…
And it makes him even sadder.
Now that I’m dying, I understand…
That death isn’t death…
And I accept…
Something tells me that,
This craziness of violence comes from
this desperate lack and search for this mother energy/consciousness
But, she’s hiding from us…
…
This craziness or violence is like a desperate way to provoke her
so she would come towards us,
but she doesn’t, because it’s not the way to call for her
And that makes us even more sad.
S: What do we need to do to find her?
M: We need to make space
I lately felt, that we are going though a physical transformation that is scary
Something that changes inside
I personally feel it in the uterus,
It takes more space
The muscles are in contraction and expansion
In order to make space…
It awakens something…
We need to feel the abuse done to us
As well as the abuse we’re inflicting on others (or perhaps on Mother Earth)
In order to understand the abuse we live in general but that we don't see any more
This experience give us an information of something we need to encounter in order to recognize and identify it.
It’s a mix…
The energy of the Mother
That feels abused
On one hand, quite angry
And on another hand, quiet…
I don’t know where this memory is coming from now,
But, when a man abuse a woman,
If we don’t resist, then what happens?…
There is a very deep sadness
And I don’t know how to feel it…
We don’t make space for it
But it must be felt
Sadness must be felt…
S: What for?
M: In order to liberate it (the more ancient one, I guess)
Alchemize it…
To understand that it’s also part of this palette of colors
The lack of Mother energy turns us crazy;
It’s here, but it’s hiding…
S: Why does she hide?
M: It’s almost a provocation,
So we can realize…
S: Is it us disconnecting from the Mother, or the Mother disconnecting form us?
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M: It is as if she needs to rest, to redraw
But we are not mature enough to accept it…
So we feel abandoned…
S: Is there a purpose to this redrawing beside “resting”?
M: This process allows to create Space.
…
We need to go to a slower pace/rhythm
Be more present and allow life to play its course…
We instrumentalise distractions to avoid feeling the Space,
because it’s scares us.
But this Space allows us to be present in this human experience
and feel the love of the mother
Violence is the consequence of not being present which leads us to forget how to contact the Mother…
This Space has a purpose. When we avoid it because it scares us and exacerbates the sensation of separation from the Source, we are getting lost. We are supposed to find within the Space both the Freedom and the reconnection with Th Source.
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S: So, is she only absent for those who don’t contact her?
M: Yes, but returning to her isn’t easy,
Meanwhile, if our intention is pure
She’s waiting for us.
The peace we’re looking for,
Is the peace of the Mother
Justice is not revanche.
It’s the consciousness of Peace,
In order to return there, to that Space.
If we feel guilty,
We can’t find space for peace, for love…
When you surrender into a state of relaxation
Things are getting organized for you
Things come to us, without looking for them…
But these things are already inside.
It is as if, the same expansion that is outside is already inside
But without the process of change in our body
We can’t contain this expansion, a peace and a love of this dimension….
S: Describe what the change in the body feels like?
M: It is as if there was a heart beat everywhere.
I feel it in the uterus
I’m getting aware that it is such a vast and huge space
We can feel this pulsation in different areas in the body
I personally mainly feel it in my back
It’s a bizarre sensation…
It takes us in an obscure place
It’s a mystery…
As if the uterus was becoming larger,
As if its walls were expanding.
There is some warmth coming out of it,
From this sensation of contraction/expansion…
As if our body is a portal that opens up to a different place
The sensation of expansion dissolve the body...
When the Light really enters, the body gets dissolved
Having the Light inside is one step forward towards the dissolution of the body.
This information connects with similar information I have received through different journeys with different people.
They all relate a physical transformation towards a higher frequency body.
S: Is that the goal?
M: We need to feel everything before it happens…
The dissolution is coming,
when we allow ourselves to feel everything
It allows the Light to operate its work easily in order to dissolve the body
If we would understand that everything,
all the range of experiences and emotions are part of the same process.
If we would accept everything that happens with unconditional love,
Trusting that we need to feel,
We relax even through the contraction.
If we are able to hold that level of consciousness during the moments of violence, it could change everything.
When we respond to the violence with this level of acceptation and level of consciousness...
How you react changes everything.
If you react to violence with real love,
This is where Light can enter through the body,
And then it’s not an horror any more.
There is a power behind sadness, contraction, injustice
It is possible to get in touch with that power.
The moment of abuse is a very special moment...
Where the abuser is searching for a power, a reconnection with the Mother...
If we are conscious at this moment,
We can open the Space,
And the abuser doesn’t need any more to perpetrate the abuse.
But if there is a reaction of fear,
He or she will become even more sad, frustrated and upset...
S: Is it sending a mirror to the abuser of the emotions he experiencing himself and amplifies them?
M: Yes.
That is the way to stop violence.
If Within the victim, the abuser finds the Mother,
Then magic happens.
Now does the Mother want to be there at this moment, in that the way?
That’s a valid question.
If we had the consciousness and remember, during the experience of violence
Of what the abuser is looking for, and we are able to embrace him or her from a place of embodying the Feminine aspect of Divinity,
It could change everything...
But our society and justice systems doesn’t help doing that,
The system is looking for victimizing the victims.
The victim also didn’t find the Mother
In that sense she is similar to the abuser,
but plays a different role…
S: Maybe it is possible that some victims have found the Mother
But have chosen to come to transcend, but I guess at this moment, they would be victims on the earth plan, but they would be alchemists really.
M: When this work is done through a group or victims and perpetrators
It’s becoming a collective process, and it can be very powerful.
If we would feel the love we’re looking for through the violence we are seeking or experiencing
Then materialization of violence wouldn’t exist.
Perverse violence doesn’t understand the sacredness of the body.
That’s why it seeks to mutilate it.
Sometimes, it’s because there is no understanding that the body is a portal.
But sometimes, it is because there is a deep understanding that the body is a portal
And there is a will to destroy that portal
I feel we are talking about external forces here,
That look to destroy these portals...
In this case, we are not talking any more about abusers looking to find the Mother I guess...
We will hopefully expand on that in another journey.
We need the body
In order to feel and liberate these emotions
And be in contact with the Light that comes in
Enjoying life is also a goal, finding life within the present moment
It’s also an experience
Living with presence, it’s living in love, acceptation and trust…
Then there is no more violence
…
I understood that when I was lying on the ground at the last moments…
We need to live in the present moment to get information
Allow life to do it’s job
S: Do you mean that it’s not good to plan for the future?
M: If planning comes from a place of fear
Then it takes us away from the present moment
But fear also is useful, in the right proportion and at the right place, of course.
We need to be in prayers
Pray to not fear feeling
Prayer as a support to transcend these emotions
Collective prayer is important.
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S: Please dictate us a prayer for the Collective.
M: Mother
I know that you are within me
I honor your existence
And all the creation
Please allow, that my body and my mind
Would be a good home for my soul
I have faith and trust in your return
Please allow us to embrace and transcend our emotions
Allow us to find you always
And facilitate for others to find you again
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Feel free to complete it yourself and share your part with us, so we can create a collective prayer:)
S: Do you define Mother as the the Feminine aspect of Divinity?
M: Yes, but also a vessel…
S: Is the masculine aspect of Divinity more revealed in our dimension?
M: Yes, but it’s corrupted, because it lost touch with the Feminine aspect,
so it cannot lead us anywhere
It’s so lost (It is not Divinity that is lost, but the way we try accessing it)
We lost touch with the oracles
That’s why we don’t understand the dynamic of violence
Feeling everything in order to transcend the polarity
So we can move into a world with less polarity
More neutral
…At the end they’re only feelings.
The goal is important.
The process is too, that why we must not rush, but be more aware.
...
When we understand,
What is happening in that exchange between victim and perpetrator
Everything changes and we can reach Peace because there is Space for it
And Peace isn’t polarized.
We can integrate Peace even at these moments of violence
Peace is neutralizing, cleansing, clearing.
It’s a conscious process
Embodying the Peace that cleans is a physical process that change the body
It’s making space even in the body
And then neural Peace comes...
As if you were awakening from a dream...
Then you do what you have to do,
There is no fear,
No need for so much structure,
We live in presence ...
The rest arrives naturally
There is a sort of automatic "marionnetism" mechanism that happens when you are in the present moment
As if you didn’t have to take care of these things any more, there are being taken care for you...
S: How should we manage the external forces that seek to destroy the Portals?
M: It’s the Collective Consciousness that will help us
When we are isolated with these thoughts
when we hold this kind of truth in loneliness,
we are scared from craziness
But when we do that with the collective
We create a strength, a Light that prevent us to be harmed
When we know we didn’t come for that purpose (of suffering?)
We have more capacity to transcend and prevent this force to penetrate
It’s the collective consciousness
Knowing and holding the same truth, together
It can take time
It’s a soft awakening
but there is a magnetic force to make it happen
Allowing the Space in the present moment
It’s activating the body
It’s the line between what we receive and what we reject out of fear
This fear is a psychosis
When we are holding a truth alone, isolated, it can become a psychosis
Rising consciousness with a collective allow a soft integration
So the vehicle can be free
We feel the polarization, but it becomes less and less
And we meet Peace
And it’s within this Peace that we meet the Mother, and this is where we can create...
It’s not through feeling the Light that we get cleansed
It’s by feeling the polarization between 2 extreme emotions that we clean.
S: What does it clean?
M: It's an energetic clearing of our vehicle...
I see a circle
On the right side, it’s Light
On the left side, Darkness
When we get close to the line between Light and Darkness, it’s Peace
This line represents the integration and transcendence of polarity
It’s a process that cannot be forced.
It’s coming from a state of surrendering...
Fear can go… so we can feel trust
Without wanting to escape fear, we can give it its place as well
But surrendering gets us closer to the centre of the circle
In the middle we are in a state of neutrality
We don’t need trust any more when we are in the middle, because peace in there
Trust is the power that allow you to move towards the central line, even though you’re still in darkness,
Trust is also polarized, on the Light side
In the middle, we are in a state of neutrality.
Peace is the transcendence of Fear and trust!
S: Thank you tiger!
M: I give him water to drink from my hands
He was thirsty for a while…
S: Couldn’t he drink on his own?
M: He could, but he also like to receive.
S: …And give you the opportunity to give?
M: Yes, exactly:)
S: How beautiful!
Embodying the Light... Or Not?...
Finding the Mother
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H., March 20th, 2024
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H. is a multi talented, handsome and healthy man in his forties, expressing some concerns about insecurity and career.
He has a lot of gifts, including some spiritual ones, he's a psychic and gifted in Healing; but he's holding back, feeling a resistance using them fully; a sensation in his stomach that goes all the way down to his root chakra, of suffocation constriction, restriction, and hiding. We're starting by addressing the consciousness of this sensation...
This is an extract of his journey.
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S: Consciousness of this sensation, show H. what you are.
H: Like a hyperventilating crying child...
S: Take us to the first time ever you appeared in H’s field.
H: It’s racing... Not stopping anywhere...
I see a split of three, going into one
it’s not relatable in human terms..,
Three strings going into one...
S: I’m addressing the consciousness of the three going into one.
Show us your Nature.
H: It feels like the one on the left feels good,
the right one, feels dark, not good
the middle one feels mostly light but some dark...
S: Move forward...
What’s happening next?
H: I’m trying to follow the line
It’s a birth canal...
I see a baby.
*** Unpublished passage
Now I see another child, their respective lives
There's a confusion in the time lines
two different timelines,
there is a little boy isolated
facing a choice or Darkness and Light...
Flickering me in and out...
S: Rise above and meet with your higher self
Ask your higher self to show you
What matters in these images?
H: Choices.
Who you choose to be.
S: What about the three strands?
H: I just want to leave and escape and not deal with it.
S: Tune into the consciousness that tells you to leave and escape.
Look at it!
H: I see someone holding bars, in a prison.
S: Get closer.
H: He's a mad person.
H: Look at him in, in the eyes
S: Is there anyone you recognize?
H: Somebody I identify with,
It doesn't seem to be really me, though.
S: Mad man, take what’s yours,
and go back to where you come from.
H: Feels like a sense of shock
This mad man is surprised and shocked
I'm commanding him like a wizard
He’s leaving.
S: Let go of the part that was his, within you.
H: Yes.
The whole prison has to go.
We transmute that energy, and move on...
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S: Continue the chatting with your higher self now
Going to the space with the child alone
Facing that choice to serve the Dark or the Light
H: I feel, either way is a great service
it’s a difficult decision.
I find that choice hard to make
there is no good or bad...
S: Do u want to see more Darkness or Light in the world?
H: I want to feel and be the cause of more Light,
but there is an element of me that say, that it's selfish
that says: What about me? Maybe it could be a better service to serve the Dark...
S: You actually already chose...
You have transmuted the prison, remember?
H:...
The crack is where the light enters
most people are not aware they have a choice to make
they’re asleep
like a victim mentality
it’s an asleep state
most people just don’t know to choose
even if they understand consciously
they don't realize it
they are not engaged to make an active choice.
That’s how the mad guy enters their system
it became like a foreign specie
I want to choose to be in the Light
but i don't want to be punished to be selfish
the mad man is mocking me:
Oh! You want to choose Love and Light!
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Now, as u were talking, it shifted to pity
what will happen to the Dark?
I would be like abandoning a wounded person!
It feels like the savior complex
You can only fix from inside
I want to help the people that are in the dark side
and I need to be in there ,for that...
I want to block all my gifts
do simple life, because if I choose the Light
I will abandon them
…
S: Ask your higher self to take you to the root of your soul.
What are you aware of, from that place?
H: I saw a hand with water in it
it looks like a well...
It’s going all around me...
S: Tune into the consciousness of your soul,
and ask: "Show me the root of my confusion."
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H: It’s definitely pain.
S: Ask the pain to take you, to the first time ever it appeared in your field.
H: This is more challenging
My conscious mind contradict my vision mind
The death of my people of another time, another dimension
I was the cause of their death of destruction or loss
a mistake I made, a mis-calculation
I don’t know if it was my fault, but it was my responsibility
caused great pain
They were just loving; something destroyed it
It was an accident.
…
Over time I identified with Darkness
Out of guilt maybe
And then trying to understand it from their perspective: Why would you commit an act of Darkness?
but there is always a beginning, this is where you can operate the change
S: Do you feel a responsibility to change things?
H: Ya.
Choose differently.
Be a sheep in a wolf’s clothing
S: Ask your soul: Show me the imbalance in my sense of responsibility
Take me there now, to the first time ever, it appeared in my field.
H: Not physical
looks like space...
I don't feel like me, I feel like space
S: Zoom into the first imprint of the confusion that you are experiencing now .
H: I don't know what I’m seeing.
It feels like turning your back on the Light.
I’m struggling to turn back towards the Light.
It doesn't have structure,
but i know it’s happening...
S: Turn into the consciousness that prevents you to turn towards the Light
H: Feels like rebellion, tantrum toddler, frustration screaming…
S: Ask this toddler consciousness
What are you frustrated about?
H: Feels like frustrated about Peace.
He wants to find peace, but in his frustration he’s moving away from it.
S: Ask him: Why don't you stop moving and agitating yourself?
and look around you.
H: There was this image of a mother and a child.
the mother part of me keep touching my head and my eyes
there is no eyes, or head
but a mirage of a human form
it’s all one.
S: Does the child find Peace, when he stops being agitated?
H: The way the mother part is soothing is,
touching the head (showing the third eye) and the heart
At that moment, he started looking around,
he's becoming the whole (he realizes he's actually not separated)
and calms down, finds peace
S: Ask the child:
“Why did you think you have lost peace in the first place?”
H: He doesn’t know.
S: Why did you get agitated in the first place?
H: It was a reaction of fear, a panic (because he felt separated from the mother)
which created a dramatic situation, which then escalated…
S: What are you trying to attain, with this dramatic situation?
H: Recognition, Acknowledgement, Appreciation…
S: From?
H: The Source, The mother…
It's trying to attract attention from the Source itself!!!!
How bizarre!
…
The need be acknowledged and loved by the Mother, the Source… That's interesting!
S: Is the child facing the Light now?
H: It's no longer a choice.
I am the Light now!
No more options now...
Five minutes ago, the choice was so distinct!
(Laughing)
S: So what are you choosing now for your life?
H: Light is the obvious, as there are no more choice,
But strangely, I still have some concern for the Darkness
I have a fear of making a mistake...
S: Why don’t you ask the Source, where this concern is coming from?
H: It’s fear itself
S: Unmasked!!!!!
Ask your soul to show you all of your gifts now.
Call them all before you now!
H: The message, I’m getting is: Your light is your gift!
But it's a loooot!
This expansion happens all around...
I feel an exaggerated expansion!
S: Are you choosing to embody this Light now?
H: Not yet.
S: What are you waiting for?
H: I'm waiting for worthiness!
But it’s also silly…
S: How can you meet worthiness if you keep the Light outside of you?
H: No it’s ok, that it's not yet…
Worthiness, it’s a step on the human journey…
S: What would be the next step for you?
H: I don’t know, I don’t even know, what the hell we just did:)))
S: I’m not asking you, I’m asking your soul.
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H: I suppose, the step step would be how to embody your Light
It's a question that is in motion... A work…
S: Soul of H, just give me one element that would be helpful.
H: It’s just to experience Light
that part of the human journey,
to experience things on a physical plane
testing hearing smelling the Light
S: Can you give us a hint of a taste of experiencing Light now?
What does it feel like?
H: I’m experiencing Love and Light now.
I'm sensing it...
All my life, I experienced animated fluctuations of light
like cartoon character super charged
just happens randomly, random places situations
This feels more in order, in place, expansive and peaceful
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